...I'm submerged,images deluging my mind.
...Insanity, hate, passion, love, and I, combined.
All these intimate affairs, and issues, sublime.
...Elicit wisdom, pity and hate of mine.
I want to hope, I want to rely...
...And again in futurity...
...So until the darkness in me is consumed,
Let me trust, the judgement divine.
...And all atheistical me, concludes, at last,
Godly, and venerating signs...
...Such ratification,
for unsung cries of rage in me,
is a delicate rhyme...
...A Delicate Rhyme.
April 25, 2012
April 4, 2012
Anymore

There’s no cause for your suspicion
I’d never ask or take from you
Bu in these hours of contrition
How can I mean what I do?
My courage and ambition
I just let it slip right through
With all this pending on a mission
That can only leave me blue
I blur my eyes
I draw the blinds
I yank the sheets up, shut the door
I’m tired of aching
Tired of crying
And I don’t lie here anymore…
Now tremor in submission
When I should just admit it’s true
While we fumble through positions
It’s not me, it isn’t you.
Oh “love is patient
Love is Kind”,
Another world I knew before
I’m not regretfully
Resigned
And I won’t listen anymore…
There’s no cause for your suspicion
I’ve been tried and I’ve been true
But in these hours of contrition
How can I like what I do?
I blur my eyes
I draw the blinds
I yank the sheets up, shut the door
I’m tired of hate
I’m tired of lying
I won’t explain it anymore
“Love is patient,
Love is kind”,
Another world I knew before
You can’t expect me
To rewind
Or to believe you anymore…
March 26, 2012
Why? : A Poem

Don't push me anymore, Don't hurt me anymore....
I am no longer a toy of yours, don't play with me, Please, No more....
It is painful, and it always will be...
The damn stories of yours, I'm sick of them, A reason, I can't see...
I don't show it, I never evinced you my disappointment...
But what remains is a broken heart, and a mind so faint...
The time with you, An epic lie, however, was my great love feat...
Now All I regret is being me, 'A Life' Unfinished, 'A Poem' Incomplete...
.................
March 11, 2012
Me And Me : A Poem

I am Cold And Gray...
World's nude today, hardheaded...
I was wrong, So What?
Adding one more experience, in life's cart...
Let's go, find out what's true...
Realism is delusion, a psychotic belief...
There should be me, all me, and myself...
You can Call me mean, call me mingy, or whatever in your view...
I care not, I worry not, I'm overloaded already.
It feels like, I'm deep in ocean, still indigent for water.
Lets go back, Lets think about that time...
When I felt young, I felt raw...
Something outrages me, now, still, like an accidental crime...
What resides now is experience, and some regret.
High hopes, I still try, And I will transmigrate...
March 6, 2012
Festival Of Colours : A Poem
The festival of color, entailing love, and friendship, is of no importance to a person, who, from inside is not receptive to love.
Numerous seasons passed, but that person, has only a festival to swank, a persona to fake, in this vast colorful move.
Today, Play the festival of color with a person inside you in darkness. May he be exposed to you. Happy Holi.
P.S : God is Good, and merciful. He loves us all. Save Water for a cause.
Numerous seasons passed, but that person, has only a festival to swank, a persona to fake, in this vast colorful move.
Today, Play the festival of color with a person inside you in darkness. May he be exposed to you. Happy Holi.
P.S : God is Good, and merciful. He loves us all. Save Water for a cause.
March 3, 2012
My Journey : A Last Time
My journey had been all about love...
During this journey I had discovered...
...More and More, How sincerely I loved her...
...And I feel glad, I feel good,
Love, As It Is, ravishing, charming...
...I understand what love actually was.
Its much deeper, much deeper than flaunt hand-holdings, and romanticism...
..It's more than a missing feeling, a cuddled pact, or a diddle...
...Its in the longing, the pure reason,
...Its in the waiting, what we find in desire, and more in passion.
A Passion to do anything for someone...
..Love makes them, The-ME, stand thousand storms...
...For Love makes it worthwhile.
...AFTERALL
The journey, for me, was all about love....
During this journey I had discovered...
...More and More, How sincerely I loved her...
...And I feel glad, I feel good,
Love, As It Is, ravishing, charming...
...I understand what love actually was.
Its much deeper, much deeper than flaunt hand-holdings, and romanticism...
..It's more than a missing feeling, a cuddled pact, or a diddle...
...Its in the longing, the pure reason,
...Its in the waiting, what we find in desire, and more in passion.
A Passion to do anything for someone...
..Love makes them, The-ME, stand thousand storms...
...For Love makes it worthwhile.
...AFTERALL
The journey, for me, was all about love....
March 2, 2012
A Small Wonder : A Poem
Millions in my mind, Never do I find...
A lover better then you, says my mind.
I love you, And I love you more each day...
The gravity of your love, these words doesn't lay.
The beauty of your love, and your heart.
The strength of our love, in vigilance, will never let us part.
"Love is futile, an otiose effort", All they say...
...But its a bloom for me, never a slay...
...May remain its heyday, is all I pray...
I wonder, how can I find...
A love as beautiful as this, A love of this kind.
A lover better then you, says my mind.
I love you, And I love you more each day...
The gravity of your love, these words doesn't lay.
The beauty of your love, and your heart.
The strength of our love, in vigilance, will never let us part.
"Love is futile, an otiose effort", All they say...
...But its a bloom for me, never a slay...
...May remain its heyday, is all I pray...
I wonder, how can I find...
A love as beautiful as this, A love of this kind.
February 24, 2012
The Gravity Of You : A Poem
Squinched eyes at the horizon which swallowed more cars and trucks and scooters in a cerise daze of crepuscule.
I recollect, even today, It was so fulminant and subtle, her proclamation. A procolamation about me, of my kind.
…And I’m speechless, no more a brand. I’m a old man, a fool, and silent.
I opt to be in solitude with my comport- self. Not a foolish anymore, no more violent.
Yes, I am lonely, and poor and I go through Sunday Night insomnia.
In formation of law of casuality, I live my code, my fear, and mania.
I am my own self, not a rebellion, not a pariah.
...world’s infelicitous remarks, their acrimony is a stigma upon Freya.
I is a wayfarer, in a life, a threatening malady…
…A God, I connote, must not forgive if it’s my infidelity.
Life is a thought experiment and I cannot conceive an idea pregnant with love’s measurable distortions…
For a loss is unjust, variable is agony, world is a mercenary enterprise, no sight of caution.
…There is no sight of Caution.
I recollect, even today, It was so fulminant and subtle, her proclamation. A procolamation about me, of my kind.
…And I’m speechless, no more a brand. I’m a old man, a fool, and silent.
I opt to be in solitude with my comport- self. Not a foolish anymore, no more violent.
Yes, I am lonely, and poor and I go through Sunday Night insomnia.
In formation of law of casuality, I live my code, my fear, and mania.
I am my own self, not a rebellion, not a pariah.
...world’s infelicitous remarks, their acrimony is a stigma upon Freya.
I is a wayfarer, in a life, a threatening malady…
…A God, I connote, must not forgive if it’s my infidelity.
Life is a thought experiment and I cannot conceive an idea pregnant with love’s measurable distortions…
For a loss is unjust, variable is agony, world is a mercenary enterprise, no sight of caution.
…There is no sight of Caution.
February 23, 2012
A Poem
After Centuries Of Anarchy And Chaos...
After eyeing at last hope...
I allow the killing rays to let thoughts blob.
Tears threatened, burning my eyes..
I'm trying, I'm trying to hold my rogue, to hold my cries.
...For I believe in Deity, I trust the words of priest.
Evidently, I will pass, I will perish in time.
...But My Words Will Revive.
My Words Will Resurrect - To Shine in Time.
After eyeing at last hope...
I allow the killing rays to let thoughts blob.
Tears threatened, burning my eyes..
I'm trying, I'm trying to hold my rogue, to hold my cries.
...For I believe in Deity, I trust the words of priest.
Evidently, I will pass, I will perish in time.
...But My Words Will Revive.
My Words Will Resurrect - To Shine in Time.
February 22, 2012
A New You : A Poem
February 21, 2012
The Last Memory : A Poem

...What Men Or Gods Are These?
What made exaltation..?
I have known men to hazard their fortunes...
... I have experienced how perfidy lactates pain...
I heard a time in life, where there is no love , there is no aim..no gain...
I have experienced the wonders of love...how it germinates me insane....
I have realized the sinking "MAYBE THIS TIME"
I've given up now , let it go..its fine!
Time is the inexplicable raw material of healing....
It amuses me not that its rather a killing of feeling...
Time Changes...So does life!
What about the love amixed with strife!
I have known the people in life who satirize me as a walking arena.
Oh! How do i tell them that such caustic remarks are transforming me in unagitated serene!
Let The Flames of hell consume me forever....
I know their lies a better gain then love and civilized sane...
There lies the better gain!
February 13, 2012
Fundamentals Of Life : A Poem

Everyone is given a single life.
Many choose to be laggard,
A few outlast to be a wizard.
Abberating to a painful life,
Of sticklers who have gales
Of thoughts in their minds,
Some become audacit, some become bale.
A frantic scream, scattering despotic thoughts,
Exonerating myself from their impudence.
This world is neither good nor evil,
every person manufactures a world for himself.
P.S.: This is first poem i've ever written. Apologies for any mistake or ambiguos conclusion/meaning.
January 8, 2012
Potenant

Substance is slowly eroded by spin
Politicians care only enough to get in
Leaders no longer resign about honour
Cult of celebrity means all the be's wanna
Heroes are cheaters, performance enhanced
The God of the cathode keeps believers entranced
Faces are moulded and bodies are brushed
Speeches are empty and strategies rushed
Genes are now tailored to ensure they grow more
Its profit that profits, we all know the score
Programmes are shorter as adverts expand
Wherever you look now, the bland lead the bland.
This expresses my frustration at a profound shift in society which can be seen in politics, work, the media and relationships. It is making a lot of people unhappy, and I'm too stroppy not to whinge about it!
Also, this is a partly modified poem. Not completely written by me.
January 4, 2012
Deceptions [POEM]

Persistence of thoughts and actions,
Ceasing the inner enchanting.
Many blurred thoughts causing the distractions.
The mind the best place for trespassing!
People run after attractions and appearances,
Neglecting the thoughts making ourselves belligerent.
Thoughts neglecting values forcing adherence.
Thoughts that are intermittent.
Controlling the mind is out of thoughts,
Shaping the thoughts is a function of mind.
This lust ceases your nonchalance,
And everything and nothing is hard to find.
Cowardliness or temerity that penetrates these thoughts is not hard to find.
These thoughts are sole deceptions of mind.
-Written by me when i was in 10th Std. Thought of posting it despite the ambiguous meaning it gives.
January 2, 2012
Shame-Poo

There in the loo,
I sit broken hearted.
Went to poo,
But only farted.
Sitting calmly on the loo
getting prepared to have a poo...
A misty darkness starts to loom
As toxic vapours fill the room...
The punishment's been clearly dealt
As toilet roll begins to melt
And paint starts peeling off the walls
The gunk inside the toilet crawls..!!
The carpet, now a charred remain,
Is floating by the window pane
The door is warped; the light bulb burst
My little Girl fears the worst
She tries escape - alas in vain
She couldn't find the toilet chain
Young Girl realised too late
That chicken curry was her fate
I hope, my friends, you will awaken
Before another life is taken -
Heed my warning: NEVER POO
WHEN YOU'VE BEEN EATING VINDALOO...!!!
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