Me And Me : A Poem

I am Cold And Gray...
World's nude today, hardheaded...

I was wrong, So What?
Adding one more experience, in life's cart...

Let's go, find out what's true...
Realism is delusion, a psychotic belief...

There should be me, all me, and myself...
You can Call me mean, call me mingy, or whatever in your view...

I care not, I worry not, I'm overloaded already.
It feels like, I'm deep in ocean, still indigent for water.

Lets go back, Lets think about that time...
When I felt young, I felt raw...
Something outrages me, now, still, like an accidental crime...

What resides now is experience, and some regret.
High hopes, I still try, And I will transmigrate...